From Myspace: March 23, 2008

Fear is the biggest part of letting go. It is the biggest part of holding on. Fear makes things comfortable, and refuses to allow for any kind of freedom. It is stifling, suffocating, and stupid. Something that holds no power of its own, has so much power in trying to cause confusion and constraint. I am glad to say I have survived my tribulations of the last three months, and now that I am on the otherside of things, there are still some very pressing issues I have to deal with. I am alone, because I fear it. feeling like I need to face it head on, I confine myself to be isolated and sometimes cut off from the rest of the world, keeping my circle to a bare minimum. I am starting to understand its not healthy. Cuz we all need someone in times of need, and someone to help us snap out of reality or bring us into fantasy, which ever is needed at the appropriate times. But not just anyone will do......not just anyone will do.