In this Moment (Originally posted November 1, 2007)

Imagine being in love with someone for years. Imagine them loving you as well. Imagine never speaking those words out of your mouth. Imagine feeling confused as if the love is one sided, and there is nothing you can do. Imagine giving up on that possibility, and now someone else is taking up your time. He is cool, seems pretty nice. Imagine that at the very moment you are ready to give your heart away...Imagine the love of your life wakes up, and confesses their innermost desires. Imagine the feeling of hopelessness fade away. Imagine the pain you are about to deliver, because there is no way you can stay in a situation when you know you want to be somewhere else. WELL....that is me....Imagine he is your best friend. The one who has seen you thru the rough days. The one who was there to help you out. He was your safety net, who would catch u when u fell, lend a hand to help pick you up. The person you are, is directly related to him..and what he has done for you.....Imagine being terrified at the possibility, because the one who has never hurt you is now moving into a position to strike the mightiest blow......could be fatal. But, then again...who knows.............It could be warmer than the last day of spring, Comforting like watching the rain fall on the window while your neatly tucked in bed....He still loves me, again, like no other. If I had a list, he would be number 1 thru 10, and the then the list would end.....Just imagine.....