He opened my eyes. Told me to take a good look at myself. Said there is too much of myself that I am not realizing as great potential. I looked at him and had no idea what the hell he was talking about. I was confident, and felt like I was past the hurt and pain. He said he loved me, I said I loved him too. Then he asked why? I froze. No one ever asked me why before. I knew in that moment, I lost him. There were too many reasons in my head, and all were fighting for the chance to escape my lips. If only I said the first one..."Because of who you are"...or even the second one.."because you love me"..or the third..."you protect me", "you show me, you guide me" or even, "because that is the only thing I know to do with you." Anyone of those would have worked, right? Maybe. But instead, I fell silent and never spoke of it again........
Until yesterday
I was reminded of just how many ways I love you. I was intrigued at the possibility of being able to show you, just how I love you. I don't want to toot my own horn, but my love is healing, if you allow me into that place. For just a moment, I was able to see how it can be, and I was amazed by the vision. That someone as wonderful as u are, could be with someone as lovely as myself. I am starting to see me, and who I am to you. Forgive me if I take things a little slower than I normally would. Be patient........only for a little while. You mean too much to me, for me to ruin it.....
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